Happy Birthday To Me

Today is my 23rd Birthday. And grandma, me & some friends are going to Hokkaido's to Celebrate at 4:00 for dinner. During the day me and grandma are going to the mall, I am going to look in the hottopic store. I can't wait to see my friends today. Some of them I haven't seen since I was little, They were also my babysitters. I got a new outfit to wear out tonight. And I can't wait to see the cake my grandma got me. We are going to be so full at the buffet I don't think you're going to be able to eat the cake.

                             

Loser Paul, What Can You Do

What do you do if you want your dad in your life but he is doing pot, And you do not want that kind of thing around you? What Do you think? Here's one of our conversations!!!!

March Sunday 20,2016

Loser Paul-I miss talking to you honey because you are my daughter and no one can take that away…I do Love you because you are my daughter and I hope you can forgive me for being a big ass hole and Teri and me are fine as always because we love each other so so much….

Katarina-Is Teri my new step mom….

Loser Paul-We are not married but if you want to call her step mom that is fine because she is the one I want to spend my life with 4 ever...So to me yes she is in my eyes…..

Katarina-OK….

Loser Paul-Tell your grandma to send me friend request because I sent you one Kat….

Katarina-OK…..

Loser Paul-I miss you sticker……

Katarina-Ha dad Can you believe I am going to be 23 this Saturday….

Loser Paul-Yes I can believe it... Your a young woman now and you are very beautiful and don't let anyone tell you that your not...I will see what I can do about your birthday because I will not have any money until the 1st of the month honey…..

Katarina-That's ok….

Loser Paul-I would love to get you something  for your B-Day….

Katarina-I still have the zebra you got me... l sleep with it every night..

Loser Paul-It is my job as a Dad to do something for his Lil girl for her B-Day….

Katarina-I now...

Loser Paul-I'm so glad you got your zebra still... I'm proud of you...

Katarina-This year were going out for my birthday at a seafood restaurant and my old babysitter from when I was little she's like a sister to me and she's going with us…

Loser Paul-I'm still trying to get the money for a car and when I do I will be coming to see you and grandma….That's great honey,  I hope you have a wonderful time…

Katarina-I'm so excited yay….

Loser Paul-I know... I remember when I turned 23....life was so much harder….

Katarina-Her name is Carrie Deck & she has a little girl…..

Loser Paul-That's cool honey.. It's great to have Closs friends to do stuff with…

Katarina-There is a show called Once Upon A Time that you need to watch tonight at 7:00. If you have regular TV it is on channel 30 but if you have cable it's on channel 12 Or channel 4….

Loser Paul-But Kat,,  I want you to know that I don't do drugs like we was fighting about...i smoke a Lil pot from time to time that is it... I promise you that…

Katarina-Pot is still a drug.And I can not have that in my life again because my friend Carrie sister killed herself and she left behind 6 kids and her mom has to take care of one and she did drugs and she was also like a sister to me.So If you want to be a part of my life you're going to have to stop.Grandma knows you do it too….Mad Sticker.You must have a lot to write….

Loser Paul-I know that but it Don't kill people... And it's used to help people in Doctor office and stuff... I'm almost 48 years old and been smoking pot before you was born... So if you want to stop talking to me because I smoke pot that's on you and you grandma.... No one runs my life but me... So I'm sorry but I think your grandma filled your head full of shit and you believe her... So until you figure it out and do your research on pot and the drug because it's going to be OK to smoke after it passes the Law this year.... Bye bye your grandma turned you in to something that I never would so have a good life... Don't for get you found me and I'm not going to stop smoking pot... So bye Kat

The Deck Family

My friend Carrie Deck is going out to eat at Hokkaido with me and my grandma. I haven't seen Carrie in awhile. It has been a long time since I seen my friends, And the Deck family is like a other family for me, Carrie is like a sister to me, Patrick Deck is like a brother and Kathy English-Deck is like A other Aunt & mom to me, so I love them like they were my own family. They also use to be my babysitters. I missed growing up with them a lot.

                                    

                                       

You Can See A Lot Of Pictures

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I Hate Track Phones

I am not liking my track phone. I am always going out of minutes. And right in the mild of a phone call. Like today I just called my grandma to let her now I got at the library ok but the phone ran out of minutes. I can't what to get my own Metro phone. And I can start paying the bills on it. I am just hoping grandma dues not think I hanged up on her.  

I Can't Sleep

Last night I had a hard time falling to sleep. Even after I tuck my Melatonin pills. Does that ever happen to you? Melatonin is a good pill to take if you can not get to sleep but you do not what to eat a lot of food after you take it or it will not work at all. And the next day you will be vary sleepy. But you only need to take one Melatonin a night before go to sleep & no driving when you take it.

The Therapy Life

Therapy is a good thing to help you with your anger. I have my  own therapist & it is working for me. Therapy is the best thing for me right now.

In Memory Of Lily 2007-2016

I loved Lily with all my heart. She will be missed a lot. But i deiced i am not going to get another cat again. We miss you Lily a lot so dus Oreo.

Sad Movies

Have you ever watched a sad movie & not help up cry when someone dies that reminds you of someone you lost & loved in your life?

Family & Friends

Family is a life time of memories, And they are always with you and there for you. Even in death or a fight. Even if you stop talking to each other. Like my grandma,cousin, Uncle & Aunt they stopped talking to each other. Frankly I'm tired of the family not getting along. But I now deep down they still love & cair for each other. Family's are like that sometimes. You got to have family or there is is nothing else to live for. And friends can also be a big part of your family also. Friends can fight also. But they are still friends at the end of the day. The best thing about having a family is you have some one to talk to & look up to. And even if you fight you still love them and cair about them. After all fighting is a very big part of life & some people say that is how they show they cair. Like I said before for at the end of the day friends and family still love each other know mater what.

                                                 Anna,Katarina & Elizabeth 

                                                Grandpa, Grandma & Katarina 

Understanding Guys

I am having a hard time understanding guys. They say one thing & they mean another. Like they say they have a crush on you & you say I am not interested can we just be friends & they say "yes" but they get jealous if you have other guy's that are just your friend. And then you end up not being there friend anymore. I think that Is why girls have a hard time being just friends with guys.